February. Heavy.
Time passes, every time. It’s February already, and CNY passed damn fast. ;____; I hadn’t really enjoy it. ARGH!
Yesterday, I did cut down something. I’m sorry and I think that I’m hurt by you too. I feel so disappointed. Remember, 7th February 2012.
To another, I’m stronger than you. I don’t want to scold you either, because I want to try to believe in you. Now I know, to believe in someone, it’s a difficult homework to do. Damn.
I don’t lie. I’m a strong and tough girl, thanks to my family. Is that bad to be strong and tough? I just want to handle everything by myself. I hate people who can’t face reality and keep running from it and act all like drama. That’s really suck. I hate those kind of people.
Don’t forget, I will move forward and I’ll be stronger and stronger. I won’t stop.
One ironic thing is, why can’t my brain be amazing? I mean, why can’t I learn things faster and absorb new knowledge faster? I need a programmer brain. I’m such a slow learner. Damn! How fair the life is, deal with it, that’s the way. ;A;
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Comment by Shiki — February 11, 2012 @ 11:49 am
maybe this is why they called 2012 the end of the world? because, really..nothing is fun this year. chinese new year was awful for me too. sucks so bad, and all the adults are being freaking jackass. /sorry for language/
I hate those kind of people too. sadly, those kind of people don’t stop in high school; there are just so many retards in the society, unfortunately. Some people just need to stfu and gtfo and stop meddling with our problems… they tend to think we can’t sort our own problems. -____- and it sucks especially when they give you this look that they pity you. tsk, I feel useless when they do that to me.
I’m not a fast learner either. well, depends on the things I’m learning actually but yeah.. sometimes, when I can’t think of an answer fast, it makes me think that I’m so slow like an idiot. Life is that “fair”… 
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